“mickey mouse it says you want to divorce minnie because she was…… extremely silly?”
“no, i said she was fucking goofy”
please stop reblogging this i stole this joke from my brother
So I’ve realized I will never fully trust someone. And maybe, I will never bring myself to be okay with the idea of marriage. Maybe the life I want, I will never be able to have, because I will never be able to just let myself be happy. I will always be wondering when It is going to crumble to my feet.
Even now.. I’m with someone who I know loves me. And I know we could very well spend the rest of our lives together. Even though I am litterally with him every single day, I don’t trust him. We’ve been working at this for a long time, but because of the mistakes he’s made I can’t help but think he will make them again, and the further we get into this relationship, the more terrified I get. Sometimes I wonder if it would have been easier if i left him when he deserved it. Now all that’s happened, is he royally fucked up, got to keep his girl, and in my mind.. there is no reason he wouldn’t do it all over again. He just knows not to get caught. And I’m not always going to have people looking out for me. If he does it again there is a good chance I wouldn’t even find out.
Rhy can be a great guy.. I really do love him. I don’t trust him.. I don’t trust anyone. But how are you supposed to believe someone who says they only want to wake up next to you the rest of their lives, if when you first got back together, he was telling his ex, for weeks, that he wished every day that I were her. And even after I found out, and said I was leaving him, he told her he didn’t regret saying it…
i wish i was a mermaid so i could have a nice shiny tail and a pretty seashell bra and a beautiful voice that i could use to entice cute boys and make them crash their ships and drown at sea so human women could rise as the dominate gender of the land